The Last Sunrise

The last sunrise... And such a fitting end...
The universe is beautiful, both in creation and destruction, in life and death, in birth and rot... Beautiful like our own feelings, fleeting testaments of our everlasting desire...
Like night turns into day, so does love turn into hatred, and back again. Sentenced to live searching for that which will make us whole, a new day begins...

What will end first, I wonder... the Will or the Torment?

Silent darkness

An old poem of mine...

Silent darkness, eerie night,
which way is wrong and which is right?
Which will lead me to heaven's way
and which will leave me in hell astray?

Aimlessly wandering, clouded by fears, and sins and pain... My lust for you is strong and it chains me to this wretched place... This place where my perversion seems to be the only thing real...
I shall remain dead, until we meet again... and again... and again... Burning once more like the everlasting flame of our own desire...

獣の様に (Like a beast)

あなたは欲しい物がある?
強い気持ちで怖く程に欲しい物…
俺はあるさ。如何しても手に入れたい物。
まあ…物と言うか…欲だな。
でも、その欲を叶えるために獣の様に大事な事忘れたくない。
決して忘れたくない。
怖い。君の言葉は頭の中回る続ける、丸で…誘惑。
ね…君は俺の中の獣を放免したいのか？
いいだろう。放免して。
どう成っても君を傷付けないから。ぜったいに。

Is there anything that you want?
Something that you really want, so much it frightens you...
There is for me. Something that I want to get my hands on no matter what.
Well... Not so much a thing, but more like a desire.
But I don't want to be like a beast forgetting what's really important while fulfilling that desire.
I definitely don't want to forget.
I'm afraid. Your words wander around my head, like a... temptation.
Say... do you want to release the beast that lies inside me?
Alright. Do it.
Because no matter what happens I'll never hurt you. Never.